I Miss You So Much (Forever Young)

Hello, Ladies and Gentlemen.

Today, was a very hard day after losing a loved one.  I just want to express the importance of spending as much time with loved ones because you never know when it will be your last.

I vividly remember my nephew being born, he was a nice, healthy, beautiful baby with the thickest, blackest, curls on his head.  My heart melted when I first saw his little face and he and me were close.  He always had the biggest smile on his face that would make my day on even the saddest times in my life.

I would watch him play and he had the cutest little giggle and until he left us, he still had that boyish quality.  We noticed when he was a baby in his car seat, that he would sing when the car radio was on and my mom specifically said that he had a voice and would be a singer. Fast forward into his teen years he could be seen singing at many events and he loved to act also.   He accomplished many things in his short life and we lost him doing the thing that he loved   
 ( singing praises to the most high).  I am sad knowing that I will not see him again but I know that he will personally be singing to our Father in heaven, just like he did on earth.

I want to ask you all to not take anyone for granted because time is not on your side.  Spend as much time and take many pictures of your family so you can remember all of the good times. God only lend our family members to us for a short time.  We are not promised tomorrow. As we look over his life we will think of all the joy he has brought to our family.  Rest in peace nephew and when it is my time to cross over, I hope you are the first one that I see at the gate.

What Would You Want To Do If You Only Had One Month To Live?

               What Would You Want To Do If You Only Had One Month To Live?

Hello, Ladies and Gentlemen.  I don't want to be morbid but I have had these thoughts a lot lately.  Have been very sick and the belief that there is another life with God after death is very real to me.  This post is very important to me because, at one point, I was given one month to live.  I was very fearful at the time but right now, I see death as an adventure, of course to the unknown but the possibility of life everlasting without the restrictions that are placed on the living.  Below, you will see the things that I would do if I only had one month to live.  I don't want you to feel sorry for me, I am just in my thoughts and I want to share it with you.  Some of the things that I would like to do may not even be acceptable to some but this is my vision.

1. I would travel to some unknown place and visit people in a part of the world that I have never seen or didn't even know that they existed.
2. I would spend all day eating the most fattening food that I love without any regrets.
3. I have never been drunk ever in my life but I would get drunk and spend all my money on anything that I wanted at that moment. lol
4. I would go to Times Square in New York City and sing "Forever Young,"  To the top of my lungs and watch everyone laugh.
5. Would thank God and my Mom for giving me life
6. Call everyone who didn't care for me and tell them bye suckers. Hopefully, I never ever have to see you again.
7. Of course, spend time with my family.
8. Go to a dog pound and let all the dogs out. lol
9. Quietly, take a trip and never return.
10. Ask my doctor for the strongest medicine so I can just drift away without suffering.